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name h̸̢͚̬̆͜ả̷̡̬̻͈̅̊̾̋̾̚l̴̗͙͛̽̓̀̚l̶͚̞̀̾̄̌̈́̀́̿͛̃i̷̘̟̼͙͓͔͛̊̅̕͠e̸̡̞͕̼͎̗͕͕̫̲̅̑̈́͂
age late 20s
pronouns she/her
location USA

I really am not very interesting. I was born and currently live in the Bible Belt, and I have always felt a bit out of place. I am currently a barista and used to be a phlebotomist, but I am taking a break from healthcare that possibly will never end. I am also in school for a liberal studies degree but may potentially switch majors.

I am kind of a hermit. I like to keep to myself and a small circle of friends and family. I value my privacy a lot. I think I am a kind person, but I have a lot of personal and mental health related issues, so I really have to stay on top of regulating my emotions and taking care of myself or I start regressing and lashing out at people. I can be very opinionated and blunt at times.

i first got into coding when I was a teenager. I was very active on Tumblr and made themes. i still really love the nostalgia and simplicity of old web layouts. I had unfiltered internet access growing up, which led to me using the internet as an escape from my childhood, which was less than pleasant at times. I also tend to use media as an escape and to immerse myself in someone else’s story/hypothetical life.

hobbies playing video games. watching anime & horror movies. reading. knitting/crochet. journaling. watching youtube. drawing.

likes green. baby blue. bats (fav animal). cats. most bugs. most animals tbh. old tech. horror. candles. nature.

dislikes consumerism. capitalism. gate-keeping. entitled people. onions. any kind of bigotry. male-centrism.

disclaimer some of the media i enjoy includes upsetting subject matter (song of saya, for example). i do not condone the harmful actions or ideaologies within said media. i tend to be drawn to more disturbing media because it is honest about how bad life sometimes is and can be. i hope that makes sense.
anime & manga one piece. madoka magica. gachiakuta. takopi's original sin. serial experiments lain. blood c+. berserk. elfen lied. asobi asobase. death note. black butler osomatsu-san. toilet-bound hanako kun. junji itou. panty & stocking. starving anonymous. (see anilist for more)
games ena dream bbq. silent hill. resident evil. corpse party. song of saya. fortnite. hello kitty island adventure. pokemon. mouthwashing. undertale.
other vocaloid. parappa the rapper. moomin. the amazing digital circus.